Just a Little of Me

I don’t think it’s physically possible for me to describe how I feel about the recent natural disasters.

Those people in Japan are so helpless, and with this added danger of the nuclear power plant situation, nothing seems to be going right. The sheer number of people who ave already died, and the hundreds of people who still could is just terrible. To anyone who has loved ones in Japan, I sincerly hope they are okay. It’s hard when there’s no one to blame, and it just happened to happen there.

And it’s unfortunate timing, right after the Christchurch earthquake. I understand that it wasn’t as severe, but now all available aid will be going to Japan and none to Christchurch. And while I also understand that they need it more right now, people in Christchurch are now going to just be left hanging, which is not a good thing either.

I don’t think I can say any more in words. Nothing can describe this. Disasters are terrible, hench they are called disasters

We just have to wait until After the Storm.

P.S. Top Ten
1. Exo-Politics-Muse
2. The Sound of Silence
3. Lover/Soldier-Washington
4. Dust Bowl Dance-Mumford and Sons
5. 42-Coldplay
6. Cats in the Cradle-Harry Chapin (Ugly Kid Joe cover)
7. Thistle and Weeds-Mumford and Sons
8. Cosmic Love-Florence and the Machine
9. MK Ultra-Muse
10. Alles Neu-Peter Fox

I’m happy.

Well, I’m always happy, but I somehow seem to be happier.

I met a guy. Now we’ve only had one date, but we’ve been talking a fair bit and he’s really nice. We listen to the same music, and we both like to listen to whole albums, not just individual songs, etc. Every time I get a text from him, I smile. It just seems like it really might happen.

And I’m not someone to date someone purely for the sake of having a boyfriend and being all “luv u bebz.” I hate that sort of fake stuff.

Anyway, that is beside the point. Basically, I hope this keeps going.

I might have just found myself Somebody to Love.

P.S. Top Ten
1. The Sound of Silence-Simon and Garfunkel
2. Cosmic Love-Florence and the Machine
3. Alles Neu-Peter Fox
4. The Boxer-Simon and Garfunkel
5. Dust Bowl Dance-Mumford and Sons
6. Howl-Florence and the Machine
7. Heads Will Roll-Yeah Yeah Yeahs
8. Exo-Politics-Muse
9. Viva la Gloria? (Little Girl)-Green Day
10. Death and All His Friends-Coldplay

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everybody!

Hopefully I’ll keep up my activity on here-it’s nice to have an outlet. Just somewhere I can write, because as far as I’m aware, not many people read this anyway so it doesn’t even matter.

I hope everybody had a great New Year-I know I did . Just spending it with my family and a few friends was fine with me. I didn’t have a wild night out or anything-but who needs that?

Hopefully some good new music will come out this year-that new Coldplay album is on the forefront of my mind. Hopefully they’ll be coming out to Australia on tour pretty soon so I’m looking forward to that.

But New Year is also a time to look back. Now, I don’t want to have some cheesy rant about how important it is to reflect on your past or whatever, but there were two big things that happened to me this time last year.

1. I changed schools. For me, that was quite a huge thing and frankly, I’ve had enough of changing schools/houses/countries. I like change, but a bit of stability would be nice.

2. Jamboree. I cannot describe how awesome this was. To my fellow scouts-you all know how amazing it is, and I hope you’ll get to go to a jamboree at some point. To all those non-scouts out there: get into scouting. It’s the best thing ever.

So, we come to the end of another post-as I have run out of things to say.

So enjoy the new year, because it’s Alles Neu.

P.S. I love llamas. Do you?

P.P.S. Top Ten:

1. Sounds of Silence-Simon & Garfunkel
2. I’m Not Calling You a Liar-Florence and the Machine
3. Scarborough Fair-Simon & Garfunkel
4. Bridge Over Troubled Water-Simon & Garfunkel
5. Alles Neu-Peter Fox
6. Talk Show Host-Radiohead
7. Assassin-Muse
8. Sigh No More-Mumford and Sons
9. Till Kingdom Come-Coldplay
10. Romeo and Juliet-Dire Straights

It’s so hard to only choose ten! Happy listening!

So I hadn’t been having the best week. I didn’t get into the show, different things were going wrong. It wasn’t terrible, but I was a little bummed out. Then I got an email from one of my best friends who lives in America, who I haven’t properly spoken to in 6 months. It made my week.

Just to see the email made me smile, let alone reading it and now we’re talking again. When I moved away, I was nearly 9 years old, and I new I wasn’t going to be seeing her for a couple of years at least. I’ve only seen her three times since we moved away almost seven years ago. Plus, I just found out that I won’t be going to see her next year because it’s too expensive.

But then, I remembered all the emails, and facebook and everything. And even though we can’t speak to each other face to face, and we can’t really speak on the phone because of the time difference, we’ve managed to stay so close, and whenever I think of that, it makes me smile.

If you’re reading this, I miss you. And I can’t wait until I can finally make it over there to see you again.

Because, Friends Never Say Goodbye

So I didn’t get into the show I auditioned for.

Pretty bummed out, I thought I had a chance.

I guess I’ll just have to audition for a theatre company instead, and hope that I get in somewhere. I just don’t want to go another year without doing a production. It sucks.

It’s The Hardest Part.

Sorry I was mean yesterday.

I was tired, and hungry. And I hadn’t slept enough.

It was just Teenage Fury.

Now, please enjoy this monkey.

So I was reading a comment on my last post, just now. Actually it was a flame. Someone trying very hard to insult me. Honestly? If you end up reading this, let me tell you it is very hard to insult me. Maybe I like to look nice when I go out, but that’s for me, not for anyone else. I’m not somebody that tends to care about what other people think of me.

Why should I? It’s not like I can change what anyone thinks of me; I can’t control minds, clearly. I can’t do anything about it, so why bother? It also means that I’m generally not embarrassed by things. You can only be embarrassed if you let yourself be.

So, crappyliveev or whatever your name is. Try to insult me, I dare you. What’s the worst you can do? Sorry to say this, but all you are is a coward. I’m perfectly happy to except an insult to my face. But hiding behind a screen is just a little pathetic don’t you think? When you think about it? You also aren’t very good at covering your tracks. You literally gave me your email address. Good job, the CIA will be calling you up any day now.

And the worst bit is, that fact that YOU called ME a bitch. Okay sure, I’m being a bit bitchy here, but I hadn’t been before your comment, and you went out of your way to call me a snob who sticks onto people who seem cooler, and that I have no talent. Then you told me what a bitch I am, how bad I am at blogging and asked me why I bother in life.

Firstly, I have talent in lots of areas. Just because you don’t like my blog, doesn’t mean I’m not talented. Maybe entertaining isn’t my strong point. Who cares? This blog is meant to let feelings and ideas out. I don’t plan to become a stand-up comedian any time soon. Secondly, how do I stick on to people? And how would you know? Thirdly, I will answer your question. So, why do I bother in life? Because I am a truly happy person. I love my family and my friends, I love my school and my teachers are great. I’ve got things I’m working towards and I’m genuinely making something of my life. I love my life, and I’m lucky to be privelaged enough to. I’m happy, and you can’t change that. Besides, no one made you read or comment on this blog. It’s your own fault, not mine.

So why did you call me a bitch? Other than this post, I’ve only made two others. Not very much room to be bitchy is it? Just take a look at yourself for a moment.

You’re a Walking Contradiction.

P.S. Top ten songs:
1. Breakfast in America-Supertramp
2. Sounds of Silence-Simon and Garfunkel
3. How to Tame Lions-Washington
4. Coolam Yodim-Ehud Banai
5. Sigh No More-Mumford and Sons
6. Warning Sign-Coldplay
7. The Logical Song-Supertramp
8. Bicycle Race-Queen
9. Exogenesis Symphony-Muse
10. One Man Band-Washington