Just a Little of Me

So I hadn’t been having the best week. I didn’t get into the show, different things were going wrong. It wasn’t terrible, but I was a little bummed out. Then I got an email from one of my best friends who lives in America, who I haven’t properly spoken to in 6 months. It made my week.

Just to see the email made me smile, let alone reading it and now we’re talking again. When I moved away, I was nearly 9 years old, and I new I wasn’t going to be seeing her for a couple of years at least. I’ve only seen her three times since we moved away almost seven years ago. Plus, I just found out that I won’t be going to see her next year because it’s too expensive.

But then, I remembered all the emails, and facebook and everything. And even though we can’t speak to each other face to face, and we can’t really speak on the phone because of the time difference, we’ve managed to stay so close, and whenever I think of that, it makes me smile.

If you’re reading this, I miss you. And I can’t wait until I can finally make it over there to see you again.

Because, Friends Never Say Goodbye

So I didn’t get into the show I auditioned for.

Pretty bummed out, I thought I had a chance.

I guess I’ll just have to audition for a theatre company instead, and hope that I get in somewhere. I just don’t want to go another year without doing a production. It sucks.

It’s The Hardest Part.

Sorry I was mean yesterday.

I was tired, and hungry. And I hadn’t slept enough.

It was just Teenage Fury.

Now, please enjoy this monkey.

So I was reading a comment on my last post, just now. Actually it was a flame. Someone trying very hard to insult me. Honestly? If you end up reading this, let me tell you it is very hard to insult me. Maybe I like to look nice when I go out, but that’s for me, not for anyone else. I’m not somebody that tends to care about what other people think of me.

Why should I? It’s not like I can change what anyone thinks of me; I can’t control minds, clearly. I can’t do anything about it, so why bother? It also means that I’m generally not embarrassed by things. You can only be embarrassed if you let yourself be.

So, crappyliveev or whatever your name is. Try to insult me, I dare you. What’s the worst you can do? Sorry to say this, but all you are is a coward. I’m perfectly happy to except an insult to my face. But hiding behind a screen is just a little pathetic don’t you think? When you think about it? You also aren’t very good at covering your tracks. You literally gave me your email address. Good job, the CIA will be calling you up any day now.

And the worst bit is, that fact that YOU called ME a bitch. Okay sure, I’m being a bit bitchy here, but I hadn’t been before your comment, and you went out of your way to call me a snob who sticks onto people who seem cooler, and that I have no talent. Then you told me what a bitch I am, how bad I am at blogging and asked me why I bother in life.

Firstly, I have talent in lots of areas. Just because you don’t like my blog, doesn’t mean I’m not talented. Maybe entertaining isn’t my strong point. Who cares? This blog is meant to let feelings and ideas out. I don’t plan to become a stand-up comedian any time soon. Secondly, how do I stick on to people? And how would you know? Thirdly, I will answer your question. So, why do I bother in life? Because I am a truly happy person. I love my family and my friends, I love my school and my teachers are great. I’ve got things I’m working towards and I’m genuinely making something of my life. I love my life, and I’m lucky to be privelaged enough to. I’m happy, and you can’t change that. Besides, no one made you read or comment on this blog. It’s your own fault, not mine.

So why did you call me a bitch? Other than this post, I’ve only made two others. Not very much room to be bitchy is it? Just take a look at yourself for a moment.

You’re a Walking Contradiction.

P.S. Top ten songs:
1. Breakfast in America-Supertramp
2. Sounds of Silence-Simon and Garfunkel
3. How to Tame Lions-Washington
4. Coolam Yodim-Ehud Banai
5. Sigh No More-Mumford and Sons
6. Warning Sign-Coldplay
7. The Logical Song-Supertramp
8. Bicycle Race-Queen
9. Exogenesis Symphony-Muse
10. One Man Band-Washington